psychotic...

my dad came back from terawih...

(note:lokasi perbualan nih kat dapur, pintu dapur terbukak angin luar bertiup sepoi2 bahasa...bunyi2 cengkerik jadi background dan situation sangat lah drama TV1)

papa : dikla, I've paid your zakat fitrah.. (sambil mengeluarkan resit zakat fitrah 5 keping..)

me : ohhh thank you pa..love you pa... i thought i have to pay by myself...

papa : it's okay...you're my daughter,and you're not married...you are still my responsibility...

me : thanks pa...sorry for all the burden that i have made... doakan laa dikla cepat kawin, you'll no longer have to look after me lepas tu kann.. hhehe

papa : papa selalu doa the best for all my children...and i wish you girls will get through all the obstacles that you girls facing everyday...

me : insyaAllah pa....thanks for the doa...

papa : papa dah tua, umur tiap2 tahun bertambah, sakit situ..sakit sini... looking at you and your sisters jer yg boleh buat papa stay strong to support you girls..

me : dont worry pa...dikla kan dah keje, dont worry too much about me..my sisters pun boleh look after themself, the youngest jer laa kena extra attention.. but insyaAllah we'll get through..

papa : you are turning 27 dikla...how can i not worried? kalau umur papa tak panjang macam mana?

me : tapi macam mana pulak kalau umur dikla yang tak panjang...tetiba dikla yg pergi dulu?

papa : hoiii... orang nak psycho dia....dia pulakk nak psycho kita balik...dahhhhh... its almost 12, esok tak keje ke?

me : hahahahahahahha...tulaa..sape suruh psycho2... hahahhaha

moral of the story...jangan main psycho2..tak baik...hehehe

to you...

My dear,
I may not get to see you as often as I like,
I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night,
But deep in my heart I truly know,
you're the one that I love,
and I can't let you go...

It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone,
but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives...

I wish that you were here or that I were there,
or that we were together anywhere...

I wish that we will never be apart...

My dear,
There is no feeling more comforting and consoling than knowing i am right next to you...

A million words wouldn't bring you back,
I know because I've tried,
Neither would a million tears,
I know because I've cried...

but...

No matter how many times I try and move on,
my heart always takes me back here to you...

my dear hady...
i wish you know that i love you still until the end of time...

bila dia jealous...

harini, lepas balik dari terawih, i had a small chat with my mum in my room...

mom: ape citer dikla arini?
me : ermm nothing interesting...duk dalam meeting sampai ngantok2... dengar mechanical,electrical and instrumentation engineer duk fight nak bigger space for equipment diorg...
mom : selain citer office?
me : takdok citer menarik pun...
mom : hmmm

then, my mum starts her stories plak..pasal reunion family...pasal my aunty and so on...

best tuuu sambil baring2 kat katil..sambil borak2...

after a while, my sis panggil...its my dad's 54th birthday celebration! what comes after birthday? CAKE!!! and this time..secret recipe tiramisu cake!.. hehehehe....

kat dapur, jumpa papa...

papa : apa awak borak ngan ibu kat bilik?
me : oh takde ape2...cakap pasal office...
papa : lama nyer...
me : hahah..papa jealous ker?
papa : ehh takde laa..mana ade jealous..
me : hahahaha...paa, its your birthday..chill okay! tak payah nk jealous... huhu
papa : ape2 laa..
me : hahaha...

oh yes..its my dad's birthday...awal2 pagi subuh saya dah wish him..before pi keje, wish him lagi...sampai office, saya sms him pulak...hahaha...rasanye dia fed up kot...sebb everytime org wish dia...dia teringat that FIVE FOUR number of years... haihh its only a number pa...dont worry lahhh..

anyway...happy birthday papa...luv you!