Wednesday, December 31, 2008

cuti saya

Still on holiday mode... heheh..will start working again on the 5th onwards..

On christmas day.. 25th december..saya, my mum, kak eda(my cousin) and her husband abg.eddy went off to kampung genting malek kat ulu selangor. Our mission is to clean up rumah my aunty (kak eda's mum)..pasang langsir baru and tikar baru since her new house baru jer siap...abg eddy did a great job...dia drill and pasang the curtain railings in about 1 hour saja! ouh i can call it an achievement laa, sebab its not abg.eddy's specialty pasang curtain railings..hehe..then it comes my turn to pasang the mum sapu lantai and bersihkan dapur. Kak eda, as usual, her routine kalau balik kampung, take care of my aunty yang bed ridden for almost a year. My aunty once staying with kak eda kat shah alam, tapi biasa lah..orang tua, tak nak duk umah anak, nak duk rumah sendiri. Kat rumah kampung, my uncle took care of my aunty. Lepas dah siap kemas rumah, and bersihkan rumah, kami semua prepare nak balik KL semula.. and we planned to balik kampung again hari sabtu.. as usual, before balik tu, saya sempat salam my aunty and told her, "rumah dah bersih, langsir baru, tikar baru, nanti hari sabtu dikla datang lagi, pindahkan barang2 sikit yer." i gave her a kiss and she smiles at me.. she looks comeyl just like my arwah nenek..hehee

on 26th december the next day, early in the morning, my mum received a call from kak eda, my aunty passed away at 5am.. i was really shocked!!she was okay the nite we left her..she didnt show any sign of sakit except dia tak banyak cakap.hmmm patut la semalam she didnt say a word bila saya excited bagitau dia that she can move to her new and family pun bersiap and balik takes about 45mins from KL..

Sampai kat rumah, everyone was there, including anak2 my aunty yang dah almost 17 years saya tak that time baru la my cousin2 yang lama tak jumpa ni nak bertanya khabar kat saya and some of them thought saya still kat UK haihhhhh...where were you guys when everyone at your mum's house, taking care of her?(tapi saya tak cakap laa macam tu kat my cousin2 tuu)..nyway...sorryyyy i dont have time to beramah mesra. I went straight in the house to get my aunty. It was a very sad moment... (my aunty ni, my dad punya eldest sister)....I gave her a kiss again on her forehead..and sedekahkan al fatihah to her.. tak tau pulak, last night was my last kiss for her masa dia hidup...sedihhhhhh...

Saya, kak eda, my mum were among the 7 orang yang mandikan jenazah. This is my second time mandikan and kapankan jenazah..My first time was my arwah nenek.

Before kapankan jenazah nak bawa pi sembahyang kat surau,again i gave my aunty a kiss...sangat sedih and and suddenly teringat when she asked me, whether i have seen her children..saya macam nak bercakap dengan my aunty at that time...her children semua dah ada kat sini.....tapi its too late..

To all my fellow friends, and anyone out there yang masih ada mak atau ayah.. please please please...jangan lah tinggalkan your mum and dad alone. Pay them a visit...because we never know how long they can still may call them every day..or every month...but trust me, they will cherish the moment when you visit them and it helps them to move on.. everytime saya visit my aunty, she always asked about her children yang dah lama tak datang visit...i can't do anything, everyone has their own reasons..tapi semua alasan tu, useless when u can't shake your mum's hand, kiss your mum's forehead and make your mum happy...kan? (ehh ter emotional plak saya)

After kebumi, me and my family dah get ready for kenduri tahlil malam tu...very tiring..penat pasang langsir and bersihkan rumah the day before pun tak hilang lagi...tapi honestly, saya tak rasa terkilan, at least saya jumpa my aunty and my last contribution was that new house. Nothing much i can help though. yela, of course my aunty mengharapkan anak2 dia sendiri kan...i'm just her anak sedara...Only kak eda, my aunty's second daughter yang selalu pay her a visit....saya salute laaahh dengan kak eda!! tengah pregnant, and ada 4 kids, she still there helping out her mum yang bed ridden.. Lepas kenduri tahlil, me and my family drove back to KL..

Actually saya apply cuti panjang nih for no reason, memang saja nak cuti and taknak pi keje, rupanya tuhan lagi maha mengetahui and HE filled my empty lists during my holidays with all of this.. I am glad, i can be there and gave my help to all of them.. On 27th december,saturday, saya teman kak eda and abg eddy balik kelantan to fetch their children. Next week dah nak start sekolah...since kak eda pregnant and can't do much work, abg eddy pun penat with all the works and dia tak dapat cuti, i offered them a help..sambil tu boleh la berjalan tengok my newborn niece! huhu...

After kenduri tahlil malam kedua, me, abg eddy, and kak eda off to kelantan. I drove for the first half of the journey sampai kat gua musang..hehe ouhh sungguh penat! but its worth it.. then abg eddy continue sampai bachok, kota bharu....
ni la rumah arwah nenek saya.. kat belakang tu rumah arwah aunty saya sebelum rumah baru dia siap....hehe saya pernah tinggal kat rumah nih masa saya baru2 lahir dulu, takdok orang nak jaga, my mum and dad hantar saya balik kampung for 2 months. nenek and my aunty laa yang jaga saya when i was a baby..huhuuuu sekarang
p/s : Salam maal hijrah dan selamat tahun baru kepada semua...
al-fatihah to my aunty and may her soul blessed by Allah swt.. ameen

Friday, December 26, 2008

choc fudge secret recipe...

Last wednesday, my younger sister, sarah, belikan cake for my birthday treat!... my favourite choc fudge from secret recipe...huhuhu..thank you cik mau(my dad panggil dia cik mau,sebab dia garang macam harimau.haha)

To mr.h thanks a million for the lovely entry kat blog awak tu and thanks for the message...hehehe made me berair mata lahh!..

Thanks to kak fathin too!! for the birthday wish entry.

To kak ahnis, thanks for the wishes and thanks for dropping by blog dikla nih..hehehe..rindu kamu sekeluarga di cumbernauld!

To Miss Z, thank you ya wish saya!! walaupun kita tak pernah berjumpa dan kita kenal pun through mr.h.. tapi kamu still wish saya..hehhe..thank u..thank u...

To mr.peaceforces, thanks for the wish! ouhh if u count your age by the years...saya count my age by months okayy... cehhs, saya tau kamu jealous! hahaha

Thank you to my lovely dad yang hantar birthday wish via sms to my phone(hahah satu rumah pun sms okay..tepat kul 12 dia send sms..hehehe)

And thanks jugak to all yang hantar sms to my lovely kak mitra yang kat australia tuu, my dear izzati pun kat australia, my best buddies from school, moliza, hidayah, my utm buddies, shima, ery,niza, my glasgow buddies, ina, kak aishah, my ex hkas buddies, uder, intan, dzul, cousin,mira, aunty chah..and thanks to dalina my ex hkas buddy,for the phone call! hehe

Thank you so much to my lovely mum yang hantar e-card to my email..hehehe(yeap..cheaper,easy to store..tahun depan pun bleh bukak email tuu)

To all yang wish kat facebook jugak! thank u!..

Thank you so much for the birthday wishes guys!

Alhamdulillah, i really had a great day!!!
bersama 2 lilin besar dan 6 lilin kecil..still young kan?ouhh aritu pi kedai beli roti, orang ingat saya baru lepas SPM..tengah tunggu result..heheheh(ni bukan perasan muda yeh..this is fact..tak caya..tanya laa orang kedai tuu)

sarah, tukang beli cake...papa kat belakang sibuk layan danish..tak pandang camera pun dia..

danish mengada-ngada makan cake tak ingat orang... and he is sooo manja!!! especially dengan my dad! haihhhh

my youngest sister azah, yang tengah tak puas hati..tak tau lah apa yang dia nak at that time... so manja jugak! and spoilt brat la minah nih..hahaha

ouh nih my sis in law punyer anak2 sedara, diorang ni dah nak balik kota bharu dengan my brother, singgah at my house nak bawak danish balik kota bharu, cuti christmas sekali ngan maal hijrah, skali ngan new year! hehehe sempat jugak malam tu diorang makan cake , happy laa my sis in law kat kota bharu tuu danish and my brother balik sanaaa..

my lovely mummy, nih tak tau laa kali ke berapa punye snap..hahahaha..she hardly smile in front of the camera...ntah laa rasanya my mum and her adik beradik (my aunties laa) susah nak senyum depan camera...coz my cousin (mira) pun said the same thing, her mum (my mum's sister) susah nak senyum depan camera..hahaha..

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

goodbye 25...hello 26...

In less than 1 hour...24th of december is here again.

On 24th of december 2007 - my first day i turned 25, i received a bouquet of roses when i was doing my work in the office. Its a surprise for not only me, but most of the people in the office. It was probably the day that some of them thought, me and the sender is having some kind of special relationship...hehehe...

On the same day too, i got a new handphone as my birthday gift from my dad..hehe...At nite..I had a birthday dinner with my family, cousins and my brother's close friends at home. And not to forget all the birthday wishes from my friends all over, UTM mates, School mates and glasgow mates.

I celebrate my 25th birthday with all december babies in hkas cake cutting day. Uder, shafie, Izzati and Ms.Teh. That was the first and the last time we celebrate together since I've decided to change my workplace from hkas in menara promet to ranhill-worley in empire tower.

A lot of good and bad things happened all the way until it came to this end. It made me stronger and wiser in managing my little world.

For my 26 years old, i dont really have a specific wish though, but i am looking forward for something that will change my life and adding up my list of commitments. hahaha and of course, i'm hoping for the best all years ahead...

so...good bye 25...and hello 26! another new number for me..hehe..yeap! its only a number to record the journey of life..alhamdulillah!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Dari Miss Z

Tagged by Miss Z.

On your mark, get set... GO!!!...

Tuliskan 10 perkara tentang orang yang TAG kamu:

1. nama dia zakiah

2. saya panggil dia miss Z (tapi tak pernah panggil pun sebab jumpa di cyberspace, saya type jer, bila kita nak berjumpa ya?)

3. saya kenal dia sebab dia kawan kepada jantung hati saya (hahaha sila muntah)

4. dia sangat pandai menggunakan kata-kata yang kadang-kadang saya pun tak paham

5. dia suka YOGA...kan?(hahahahha)

6. dia suka SWIMMING...kan? (hahahhaha)

7. yang pasti dia suka aktiviti2 ko-kurikulum

8. dia suka kira bintang-bintang ditepi laut sambil pegang parang

9. dulu, dia sering berutus surat dengan jantung hati saya(tapi masa tu saya belum jumpa jantung hati saya, so tak apa lah, tak kisah pung)

10. sekarang, dia tak berutus surat lagi dengan jantung hati saya, sebab kalau dia berutus surat, surat-surat itu pastinya akan dibalas oleh saya. hahahaha

Masukkan emoticon yang kamu suka: :D (grin)

Senaraikan novel kegemaran kamu:

1. semua novel by cecelia ahern...

Senaraikan 5 benda yang kamu sayang:

1. Duit saya bila saya banyak duit nanti hahaha(mata duitan? ouh no no....ada lagi yang mata duitan dari saya.nak tau siapa?)

2. Handphone saya

3. Gelang tangan pemberian ibu saya, tapi dah hilang, saya masih berharap saya akan jumpa semula suatu hari nanti..(hilang dalam awal tahun nih kat area taman melawati,gold bracelet..ada nampak tak?)

4. Gelang tangan saya pemberian jantung hati saya (sila menyampah)

5. Kereta pemberian ayah saya (walaupun dah 8 tahun bersama, dia masih setia)

Tag 7 orang dengan link blognya:

1. Intan
2. Uder
3. teha
4. tina
5. khai

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

My Mobile Phone

mobile phone saya akan menyambut ulang tahun yang pertama on christmas eve this year! phone? naaaaaaahhhhh i'm still in love with this phone.heheee

Semalam saya tertinggal mobile phone kat office saya. Realized it when i was driving at jalan ampang nak balik rumah. Kalau nak patah balik amik, traffic sangat sibuks dan membuatkan saya sangat malas drive. Tapi hati ini rasa uncomfortable sebab mobile phone sangat penting for me, it made me close to my other half. Tried to convince my self, "takpe lah, can still email him."

Pagi ini, masa saya sampai office, i quickly get my phone and i text him "hai ......!! (nama di rahsiakan atas sebab2 tertentu) Luv u to bits!! (ouh yeah i know..tetiba je kan? tapi that was what i felt at that time.hehe)

During lunch time, i received his reply.. "me too. me too" ouwhhhhh...its more than enough and it made my day!! walaupun saya sangat busy sebab esok pagi ada meeting!! hehe

To anyone yang rase menyampah with my post blog..suka hati saya lah nk tulis ape pung..hehehe

Monday, December 15, 2008

weekend wedding 2

On sunday nite, I had a wedding dinner invitation from a friend of mine when i was working with hijjas kasturi, Akmal, uder's brother (adik beradik, working in the same company..hehe sweet kan!) I went there around 5pm, niat di hati nak menolong apa yang patut before the nite, tapi it seems like everything settled. Intan and tina arrived earlier and they helped to hang the curtains and all. I managed to give a hand susun2 kerusi. hehe, then we went to Dalina's place to get dressed.

Back to akmal's house at around 8pm. Met uder, masa sampai petang, tak jumpa uder pun, coz she went out. So, malam baru jumpa dia. Uder's bapak asked me, intan and tina to be the usherette. Bila nak masuk junction rumah pengantin, the RELA people tak bagi coz the jalan meant for the relatives.Tina told pakcik RELA tu, "kitorang sedara, usherette" then pakcik tu bagi masuk. huhuhu...but we didnt usher anyone pun, sebab macam dah cukup jer orang nk usher the guests. huhuhu

To akmal and fadzrin.. happy to see both of you and have a wonderful life together! congratulations!

Pengantin sampai!
Akmal and Fadzrin, sama cantik, sama padan!

with hkas clans and ex hkas hehe

weekend wedding 1

On saturday nite, I accompanied my dad to his school mate's daughter's wedding dinner.My mum had diarrhoea. Jadi, saya lah partner my dad for the wedding,huhu luckily most of my dad's friend kenal saya ni second daughter dia, tapi ada some of them yang tak sure and they asked, and they said " ouhh haaa tulaa i thought you ada new wife " then they all laugh out loud. Ouh yeahh rite!!

The wedding dinner held in Kelab Darul Ehsan, Ampang. It was a very nice place though, the food, nasi arab! sedapppp... alamak lupa nak amik gambar. Anyway, there's one couple, kawan lama my dad jugak lah, he came with a young lady, i thought anak dia, yela, macam saya laa teman papa pi wedding,i asked my dad quietly, then my dad said, "hehh tu bakal wife dia tuu.." i was a bit shocked..tapi tak bleh nak tanye lebih2 lagi. hehehe.

Then, i met another friend of my dad, old friend jugak lah mase diorg sama2 kat UK dulu. I met this uncle once when i was small, heheh dulu, dia ade ermm 4 wives kot.. now dia maintain 3 wives but been married for 7 times!! hahaha..dia ade 4 ex wives! wahh hebat kan! Most of my dad's old friends nih keje with oil and gas company. So, paham2 jelaa, they're all managers and CEOs kaya raya, boleh laa tanggung bini ramai..hahaha anyway, i enjoyed the nite, the malay dance and the food was brilliant. My dad's friend nih married to a german lady, his daughter yang kawen nih sangat la the bride and groom, azlind and izlan, congratulations on your wedding!!

the bride and groom. blurr sungguh, amik dari jauh, tu yang blur tak nampak muka. hehe

Uncle Amer and Uncle Mad Othman (the bride's dad)

Uncle JR and Uncle Khalis

Saturday, December 13, 2008


My nieces and nephew (diorang nih sebenarnya my cousin's children, we're close to each other since they were born) came over for their school holidays last 3 weeks and stayed for about 1 week at my mum's house. Then, my mum and sis send them off to kota bharu to their grandparents house(my cousin punya in law). Excited diorang naik kapal terbang. Kids will always be kids la.. While staying with my family,my sis brought them for a movie treat (madagascar). I bought PS2 for them! costs me rm700 okay! just to make sure they don't crash my computer to play games when i'm away pi keje.huhhhh budak zaman sekarang, diorang tau jer macam mana nak on laptop and get into the internet. huhhhhhhhhhhhuuuu

After they left for kota bharu, my mum bawak balik my other nephew pulak hehehe (my brother's son) back to KL. He has been staying in kota bharu with his mum for the past month coz my sis in law is in await to deliver her second baby. My bro been traveling to kota bharu and KL quite for sometime. I assume my nephew misses his datuk and of course his aunty dalila, very much heheh. Sampai kat airport, dia terus hug me and jump into the car and hug his datuk(my father la). My mum and sis quite suprised coz he didnt cry at all. Well, i'm suprised! hahahaha he slept with me in my room and he didnt cry pun, good boy lahh...he looks happy and excited! the next day, my sis bawak dia pi jalan2 KL.Bought him toys!he didnt mention pun nak balik jumpa mummy dia..hehehe.Dia tau kot, mummy dia dah nak ada baby baru.Alahaii pity my little boy..

On eid adha,my brother brought my nephew back to kota bharu. They celebrated eid adha together while me and my family went back to JB.

On 10th of december,my mum and my two sis flew to kota bharu to attend my nephew (my cousin's son) circumcision ceremony. On the same day,while doing my work in the office, i received a message from my mum about my sis in law just safely gave birth to a baby girl. Yeay!!! alhamdulillah.

On the 10th of december jugak, after office hour, i had a small gathering with my glasgow sisters.. there was kak nina (a surgeon in HUKM),Inaara alya (kak nina's cheeky daugther) Kak syah (architect in Veritas), EJ (a medical doctor,baru balik for good.Belum tau posting kat mana lagi hehehe), Cna (Stirling Uni PhD student) Cma, (Cna's twin sister) , Eras (Cna's eldest sister) and Kina (kak ahnis eldest daughter, a pharmacology student in Auckland Uni) we had a great time catching up at DOME KLCC, sampai terlupa nak ambil gambar. hahahha

It has been a very hectic weeks for me with family and friends. Sekarang ni takde la nak cakap keje office yang banyak or what so ever about office.hahaha life in my office is sort of monotonous la jugak, but last friday, tak tau la apa mimpi my boss tu, dia suruh me, suhana, areef and the new guy, bob (senior designer) pegi wisma denmark.

Ranhill-Worley will be moving to Wisma Denmark by next year, me and my team (the architecture design team) did all the office layout design. My boss said, starting from last friday, everyweek on friday onwards, kena pi site to make sure things going on as in the drawings. Last Friday saya tak prepare pun suitable attire to go to the site, sebab my boss tak cakap pun kena pi site, saya dengan happy nya on friday pakai lah baju kurung.

Suddenly my boss cakap, kena pi site. Hadoi!! terpaksa la pegi jugak with baju kurung masuk construction area. The whole building tengah buat renovation. Floors that we went to look on pun semua tengah on construction. Its dusty, panas(for sure lah mana ada aircond lagik) and of course wearing baju kurung made me feel uncomfortable. My boss cakap, next time, wear shoes and jeans on friday and i can go back early!! Last friday, at 11.15am dah balik! huhuhu..

Anyway, Here are some photos of my lovely nephews and nieces!

Alya, 8 years old and adila, 2 years old (yang kecik ni suka buli kakak2 dia..sebab dia kuat! badan pun gumuk)

Aina,8 years old and adila (aina ni twin sister alya..half an hour late dari alya)

Alya, Adila and Aina (the 3A's nampak baik bertiga, tapi yang adik paling kecik suka sangat buli kakak kembar dia especially aina.)

Aina and Alya (masa nih diorang taknak pakai baju sama, gaduh sebab masing2 tak tau letak baju kat mana, tapi sebab takut kena tinggal, diorang pakai jer baju apa2. masa ni me and my youngest sis treat them for zoo visits)

Ni birthday party the twins celebrate kat flamingo chalet, my mum booked 1 malam for me and the kids to stay jugaks!. adila biasala menyibuks nak blow the candle, yang pakai tudung kuning tu my cousin, ibu budak2 kecik tu la)

Ni Irfan, abang to alya,aina and adila, 10 years old,memang patut pun kena masuk jawi.hahaha, itu la sebab kena hantar balik kota bharu. Sepupu2 dia pun masuk jawi bersama2 kehkehkeh. called him after the circumcision tu, he said "irfan tak nangis la, tak rasa apa pun..." ouh yeah rite, his ibu and ayah told me, he cried all the way back from the hospital.hahaha..cehhhhs

Adila, masa ni kat airport, nak fly pi kota bharu. Selamba jer dia pakai t-shirt mr.bean, and seluar tido dia..haihhh. My mum cakap, dia taknak pakai jeans.baju mr.bean jugakk yg dia cari.hehehe

Danish! my brother's son,3 years old. Happy dia pi jalan2, the curve, pavilion, memang sakan laaa berjalan.

All the attention memang kat dia the manja, especially dengan datuk dia haihhhh

Introducing my new niece, adik danish. Adelia Soulha. Weight 4.05kg okay!! wonder how my sis in law nak pushhh the baby out. Normal delivery tuuuu..respect lah! though I never had any experience, tapi dengar my friends bercerita... huhh tough job! hehehehe

Monday, December 8, 2008

Salam Eidul Adha

To all friends all over the world, Salam Eidul Adha..May all the good things will always be with all of us and blessed by Allah swt.

Currently i'm in my maktok's house in JB. Will back in KL tonight. Esok keje! haihh cuti satu hari jer.

Arrived in JB last night. As usual, my dad drove at about 140km/hr from KL to JB.laju okay! Dad said,nak bawak laju pun kena tau safety,kalau tak tau, jangan bawak laju.hmmmm.we had our dinner at machap rest area.

There's no one at maktok's house except for my family and of course mak tok sahaja!! Aunty's and Uncle's went back to their spouse side.a bit quiet. takde kiddies and babies to scream and bully di pagi raya haji.a bit bored.hmmm

Woke up early around 6.00am for subuh prayer sebab last night lupa nak pasang mosquito repellent. Kalau tak, kul 6.50am baru laa nak tersedar.subuh nak dekat abis baru nak bangun huhuhu.i gave up with the nyamuk and terus bangun coz tak tahan asik kena gigit jer. helped maktok with her dishes for today. nasi tomato! hehe, lama tak makan nasi tomato. will post out photos when its ready. Dad went off to masjid for solat raya. Its raining heavily.sejuk. i'm sleepy.Mum said, after zuhur baru pi visit tok su. While waiting for zuhur, since i finished helping maktok in the kitchen,better for me to get some sleep kan!? hehehe semalam tido sangat lah rase terganggu.hampeh punyer nyamuk!

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Bukit Antarabangsa, Hulu Kelang

Landslide in Bukit Antarabangsa, Hulu Kelang...

more news here ...

To all my friends and residents of bukit antarabangsa, my condolonce to you and may Allah swt helps you in any ways that could make it better. To those who lost their family members, my sympathy to you and may god bless their soul.

To the local authority and councils, STOP giving the development order for hillside development and stop cutting all the trees!! Enough is enough...

The scene is just nearby my house. Listening to the helicopters, police cars,ambulances sounds from my room and the heavy rain made me scared all the time.The news updates doesnt sound any better, up till now. The earth movement still there and they can't even give any confirmation when it will stop. I pray and hope it will end soon.

While writing this blog, i can still hear the heli sounds. I'm a bit stressed coz i can't give a hand to those people out there. My dad said , it is not safe for me to go there, the only way for me to help them is by praying and may Allah listen to my prayers.. aminn

Monday, December 1, 2008

KLIA amazing race

KLIA express with uder...smileeeeeeeeeeeee

27th November 2008 (Thursday)

5.25pm – I drove and park my car in front of wisma lim foo yong, jalan raja chulan. It was raining heavily and it took me about 1 hour to reach there from my office (empire tower) jalan ampang. Crazy traffic and heavy rain really made my heart rasa nak jatuh! Dalam hati, duk berdoa so that I could make it to the KLIA before dia boarding.

6.35pm – Monorail, raja chulan. Saya berlari dalam hujan dari wisma lim foo yong,and I don’t care apa orang nak cakap at that time, berlari-lari, pastu “excuse me..excuse me..passing thru..excuse me” naik escalator pun berlari! Mase tu rase nak langgar jer semua orang, tapi tak boleh pulak, sebab nanti saya yang jatuh huhu. Uder texted me, she said she bought the monorail ticket to KL sentral. I saw uder,she’s been waiting patiently for me to arrive, then, we queue to get into the monorail ( yesss we queue though kitorg duk cakap” excuse me” and potong queue sikit…hehehe) both of us bersempit-sempit dalam monorail tu, tengah peak hours, orang balik keje, memang la penuh! Uder said “aishah don’t worry, we’ll make it” I was worried and duk pikir what will happen if I can’t make it? Huhu

6.50pm – Arrived KL sentral monorail station. Again! Berlari dalam hujan,cross the road, and berlari lagi naik escalator and went straight to the KLIA express counter. I bought 2 return tickets for me and uder. I asked them, when is the next train, the guy said, another 2 minutes, 7pm. and uder berlari turun escalator and Alhamdulillah, we managed to hop on the train on time! 7pm train jalan, it takes about 28minutes to arrive KLIA. Dalam train,he texted me saying he’ll be leaving to get the train to the boarding gate at 7.50pm.. I called him and citer kat dia “saya and uder dah dalam train, by 7.30 will be there, saya penat sangat berlari-lari,nanti saya sampai sana, saya lari kat awak okay” lepas cakap dengan dia, I told uder and she said “ala sweet nyer, nanti saya lari kat awak “ hahhaha..i didn’t realise pun it was a sweet ayat.., until uder said that..dah lama skit baru terpikir sendiri, sweet la jugak kot!..hahahahha

On the way to KLIA, dalam train, uder jahit kain untuk dulang hantaran abang dia (akmal)..she’s a bit busy with her brother’s wedding..kena tolong prepare everything..pity the same time kena teman saya pulak..huhu..saya dah rasa relief sikit mase duduk dalam train tu, but still tired and can’t breathe properly. I tried to calm myself,and borak2 with uder but most of the time saya senyap jer... Hehehe

7.28pm – KLIA international airport. Belum sempat pintu train bukak, saya and uder dah get ready depan pintu,bila pintu train terbukak, saya and uder berlari lagi!!! Naik escalator and while running like mad, I called him. Asked him where to find him, then lari lagi naik escalator sampai level 5! Hahahah..ade lift taknak pakai….well tak bleh nk pikir dah kot mase tu..sampai kat level 5, sangat penat, tapi saya jalan dengan laju. Called him again, then, I saw him from far, I felt relief , i have made it...hehehe...dengan tak larat, saya jalan towards him, nak berlari tak bleh, dah sakit perut. Huhu

Saya dapat berborak sekejap with him at least about 20 minutes kot. Met his best friend raja firdaus. Kitorg amik gambar bersama beramai-ramai(tapi gambar2 semua kat dia, knowing him, it will take ages to get the photos…so takde laa gambar nk upload kat sini).

7:50pm – KLIA international airport, international departures hall. Its time for him to go,I wish him luck, I thank him for everything and of course..i remind him to call me,text me, and email me when he arrives there. Hahahahhaha…He gave a wink to raja, sort of telling raja that I am such annoyer. Suruh call la, text la…huhhh what ever laa dia nk pikir pun….hahahaha as long as I’m happy and I hope he’s happy too!..happy tak?! Huahahaa

8.10pm – Famous Amos Stall, KLIA airport. Uder bought cookies and sweeties. It’s from him actually, he gave the money to buy uder souvenir.hehehe then both of us went to have our dinner at burger king before amik train back to KL sentral. Uder called her mum asking permission to sleep over at my house since dah malam and still hujan. Her mum gave the permission and yay! Uder tido umah saya! At least ada orang teman saya malam tu……million thanks to u uder..sayang kamu!!..i really owe u big time! On the way back dalam KLIA express,i can’t stand it anymore, duk tahan tak nak menangis but, I can’t…I cried and cakap kat uder how I miss him. Luckily uder knows how to calm me, dia bercerita and amik2 gambar and dia suruh senyum!!..hahahah..

10.30pm – My house. Uder met my parents and we went to my room to get some rest and sleep.huhu..i was really tired but I’m so glad that I send him off. It was one of my best day in my life. To him!..until we meet again! lots of love and miss u!!

...Counting the days…

Saturday, November 29, 2008

bila menangis..

KLIA Express 271108 at nite

i didn't realise uder amik gambar saya using my camera phone. i thought dia just playing around with my phone. until she said"aishah, sampai biler saya nak snap gambar awak nih?" huhuhu.terus saya stop menangis.anyway,thanks for accompany me and million thanks for your time uder.

p:s kenape menangis? coz i have to wait another at least 9 months plus to see him again...

Tuesday, November 25, 2008


i received an email informing one of my acquaintance back in UK passed away last saturday. .

All friends of Nurul Syifa Abdul Hadi,

I know I have not met many of you, yet it is still with deep regret that I write this message.

I sadly have the responsibility of informing you that our beloved Nurul Syifa contracted a viral infection last June. This required continuous and constant treatment, and minor surgical operations. After several months of being in and out of wards, conditions continued to worsen and due to complications, Nurul Syifa passed away on Saturday, November 22nd, 2008. She was laid to rest in her hometown of Setiawan Perak, Malaysia.

As her best friend, I know that Nurul Syifa led a good life, always cheerful and optimistic, despite having been diagnosed with Thalassemia at an early age. She grew up all over the world - Turkey, Japan, England, Malaysia. Friends meant the world to Nurul Syifa and before she passed, she entrusted me with the duty of letting all her friends know how grateful she was to have met so many of you. She truly appreciated the positive impacts and experiences you gave and shared with her, which she cherished till the end.

And so I thank you, for having been a part of her great life. She will be missed, but know that she is in a better place now.

Please pass this on to those who know her. If you have any questions or would like to get in touch with the family, feel free to contact me, Nuri Ramli at Love and prayers,May God bless her soul.


Nuri Ramli

Syifa came to my house with my ex schoolmate during summer break 2005 back in Glasgow. she told me about her thalassemia and how she take care of herself in the UK without family around her. she's one strong young memories with her will remain forever and may Allah swt bless her soul. my condolences to syifa's family..

Al- Fatihah to nurul syifa abdul hadi...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

i like!..i love!

hoyeh! after been waiting for about 5 months plus, he's back in town for his 12 days cuti-cuti malaysia truly asia.. and his younger sister is getting married soon!.congratulations to the couple!

we met last Saturday for at least 3 hours and we had a quick lunch at the pavilion since he's having another appointment with his other friends later that evening.he's flying back to his kampung the next morning, so yeah, not much time to hang out and spend time with him though.was a bit sad because of that but after a while, I'm fine with it. i guess. hehe

anyway, he bought me a stella mc cartney peony perfume with body moisturizer and a bouquet of red roses! thank u dear!

to him, i love you and miss u always!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

antibiotics..i hate

doctor said my blood pressure is good.. its 100/, the headache must be coming from somewhere else...flu and my bad cough perhaps?

then doctor said, my throat is very bad....very dry....i have to drink a lot of water..

i went back to my office, and start filling my water bottle....its 750ml per bottle...and up till now..i have drank more than 3 bottles.. which means i consumed 2250ml water in my body...but at the same time... i went to the toilet for about 4 times! hahaha...

doctor gave me uphalexin 250 (antibiotics), cetirizin stada 10mg (for my bad flu) and uphadyl forte expectorant (for my bad cough)...

doctor : aishah, u have to finish your antibiotics...please..finish it for me, i know u're bad in eating your antibiotics and thats why u easily get infected..

me : (grin) okay..i will try

doctor : please..u have to

me : (grin) okay okay..i will

doctor : if after 4 days u still feel the same...come and see me

me : okay..

doctor : do u want MC?

me : dont want lah...i still can breath and do my work..

doctor : ha ha....okay, good

amikkk!!! antibiotic sebembann dia kasi nak kena abiskan!!..demmit!!....i hate smells horrible!!!

Saturday, November 8, 2008

a cat lover?

I’m not feeling well since yesterday afternoon after meeting up with my ex colleagues from hijjas…
I went to see the girls and had lunch at the pavilion foodcourt with intan,tina,linda,lani,alynn and farah…uder ada keje last minute…dia tak join the lunch together…dalina went to the tak dapat jumpa jugak..tapi sempat laa jumpa uder..peluk2 and chit chat for a while with her at the office lobby…. Almost a month plus I didn’t get any chance to go to pavvy due to my laziness to drive or walk..or even amik public transport….normally on Friday, I will go back home straight after office and reach home at around 12.30noon.heheheeee….after zuhur baru laaa merayau2 with my mum or my sis…

I woke up today feeling a bit tired and a bit emotional… biler tak sihat…senang jer rase sensitive tuu..hehee..i saw a cat outside my house…tengok from sliding door…nampak dia minum air kat my mum’s waterfall… I told my dad…and he said ”ouhh kucing tuu kena langgar tadi tak tau laa saper langgar…kaki dia sakit..tu yg jalan tak betul….biar laa dia minum air tuu….” Tetiba rase macam sedih nyer..poor cat… then I asked my dad pa, boleh tak dikla nk bagi dia makan? Coz ade cat food utk kitten yg mati dulu tuu..tak bukak lagi…” my dad said okey…hehehe

Dengan tak larat sebb selsema and sore throat, saye pun pi amik cat food tuu…campurkan ngan nasi..and bagi kucing tu makan…….rase macam best plakk tengok kucing tuu makan dengan bagusss sekali….hehee

Lepas melayan kucing yg tak mintak dilayan tuu…. I have to get ready to send my car for service, dengan sakit2 nih jugak laa..pi service center kat melawati... waited for about 20mins..then tak larat…called my dad to pick me up…sampai kat umah…I saw the cat lie down kat tepi pasu…dah kenyang makan kot….. asked my dad..boleh tak nk jaga kucing tu..? then my dad said “ boleh if u know how to take care” hehee…I said….i will learn!..then my mum plak cakap…..”u can, but jangan bawak masuk umah…kalau nk bagi makan….semua kat luar…” fair enough!!!...

harap2 umur dia panjang……after bagi makan tadi dad cakap..” ouhh he should be okay..nanti sembuh laa kaki dia tuu…dalam cat food tuu ade all the vitamins to heal him up..” ouh yeahhhhhh…

Okay kucing!..u can stay here!...i called him kucing …

banyak2 tempat...this is his favorite spot...malam tadi pun saw him lie down kat situ...hehehe...

dia dah besar..tapi sebb i bought kitten food..kire bolehhh laa...esok i will try and find proper cat food...whiskes maybe? hehehe..yeahhh spend all your money!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

tentang seseorang..

penulisan dia sangat menarik... dia kenalan rapat kepada seseorang yang penting dalam hidup saya...

kami belum pernah berjumpa..mungkin satu hari nanti...

kepada dia...teruskan MENULIS!!

jangan kamu risau mengenai YOGA dan RENANG..kerana ia bukanlah satu senjata..hahahaha...

dia adalah miss z

Sunday, November 2, 2008

assignment from mr.fahimi and mr.hady

Starting time : 1803 hours

Name : Aishah Dalila Binti Ridzwan

Sisters : 2

Brothers : 1

Shoe size : 7

Height : 167 cm

Where do you live : L.K, UK,KL

Have you ever Been on a plane : Yes

Swam in the ocean : yup!.

Fallen asleep at school : always..especially during history class

Broken someone’s heart : ngeeeee...yessss...i guess

Fell off your chair : yes

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : not really

Saved e-mails : yes

What is your room like : cosy and light!

What’s right beside you : cactus from my beloved friends in hijjas..

What is the last thing you ate : roasted beef..nyummms

Ever had Chicken pox : nope

Sore throat : always

Stitches : nope

Broken nose : nope

Do you Believe in love at first sight : nope

Like picnics : very much!

Who was were the last person You danced with : uder and intan at the red box pavvy!..ahaha

Last time you laugh : yesterday nite with my nieces...they're really funny!

You last yelled at : my youngest sister..asking her to tidy up her wardrobe!..gosshh she really made my blood go upstairs..

Kissed anyone : my nieces

Get sick : ermm once every 2 months?..

Talk to an ex : naaaah

Miss someone : yup

Who do you really hate: backstabbers and hypocrite people

Do you like your hand-writing : yup

Are your toe nails painted : once,few months not anymore

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : my parents...when both of them went for outstation laa

What color shirt are you wearing now : pink!

Are you a friendly person : yup if i'm comfortable with one

Do you have any pets : gold fish and small fish consider a pet tak?

Do you sleep with the TV on : nope

What are you doing right now : eating toblerone choclates while designing office layout for my mum's friend's office in urban melawati

Can you handle the truth : yup

Are you closer to your mother or father : both..mother father

Do you eat healthy : have to!

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : hmmm yeahhh

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : my best friend hidayah coz she knows me well from school years till now...and.. mr.h

Are you loud or quiet most of the time : loud and quiet

Are you confident : yup when i know how to do things..haha of course

5 things I was doing 10 years ago (1998)
1) form 4 in smk taman melawati
2) practising for Commonwealth games 1998 opening ceremony
3) admire someone from sekolah gombak setia..heeeee
4) taking care of my arwah nenek
5) study study study for spm

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1) sponsor the elderly to perform their hajj
2) build my own rest house somewhere far from the city
3) travel around the world
4) buy my own jet for my traveling
5) have my own pilot..hahaa

5 places I am living in
1) Newcastle Upon Tyne, England UK
2) Miri, Sarawak
3) Skudai Johor
4) Glasgow, Scotland UK
5) Lembah Keramat, Kuala Lumpur

5 people I tag
1) Uder
2) Kak fathin
3) Intan
4) Tina
5) Teha (wife faizol)

teka teki..

i went to see my nieces and nephew in shah alam with my mum and my maktok... we had our dinner and watch sehati berdansa!...while watching..the kiddos asked me lots of teka teki but i answered 1 correctly and the rest i gave up...hahaha..malas nk pikir

this is teka teki from budak darjah 2 okayyyy..hahaha

1.banyak-banyak bukit...bukit aper yang ada bintang? - i answered this correctly!..bangga!..haha (bukit bintang) sape tak tau...memang teruk la nih..haha

2.banyak-banyak ikan..ikan aper besar kat kepala..kecik kat badan?
(ikan bilis pakai helmet) ade ker??? budak2 been confused by the lahh jadinyer

3.apa yg ada 6 mata, 3 kepala dan 8 kaki?
(cowboy naik kuda bawak ayam) this is really hampeh!!...hahahaaha

4.banyak-banyak sungai..sungai apa yang perlahan?
(Sungai siput) bagus betul budak2 nih..tau name sungai kat mesia...hahahahha

5.ada seekor gajah dan tikus...diorg nak seberang sungai...biler tikus lalu..jambatan tuu patah..biler gajah lalu aper yang patah?
(gajah tu patah balik) tertekannnnn dengan all the answers....hahaha

okay itu je yang saye ingat...banyak lagi teka teki merapu the kiddos tuu...they really made my nite!..hahahah..gelak pecah perut dengar dorang bagitau the jawapan...jawapan yg rase nak ketuk kepala sendiri kat dinding...hahahahhaa

ni the youngest...adilla sophea (picture was taken on her 2 years old birthday dinner 19 july 2008)

this is alya sophea and aina sophea..(picture was taken ermm last few months...both of them is 8 years old)

this is irfan...the eldest..(picture was taken few months ago...he is 10 years old)

this is me and aina sophea (picture was taken few hours ago)

Saturday, November 1, 2008

open house alynn...

hoyehhh..received photos from alynn..thanks kiddo!

the open house was on saturday 18th of october..went there with rifa'i and shafie...

rifa'i being so nice to me and shafie..hehehe..he fetch me at my house and send me back...he fetch shafie too!..then i dont know if he send shafie home or not...coz maybe they went out together after sending me that nite....tak tau laa kalau dia drop off shafie kat mane2 kan? hahaha

met my ex colleagues or should i beloved friends from hijjas..yess they're my friends.....

sempat laa bergossip with the guys....and of course with the girls too! although the girls looks tired on that day..they can still put a smile on their lovely face...cayalahh korang...u girls rock!....actually they didnt get enough sleep due to the mekah internal exhibition..or ermmm..presentation on that morning..alahaiii kesian depa...sabtu pun kena keje...huhuhu...well that's life, but i'm sure they enjoyed it...kannnnnnn :)

met aniza's school friends at alynn's house.....elis..hehe..what a small world..aniza is my best friend since utm years...

dearest alynn..thanks for inviting!! the food was great! and i like the teh tarik!!..hehe..the cakes..yummyyyy...u've been such a great host...

from left - Linda, Azmi, shah, rifa'i, me, tina, intan, alynn.. at the back..shafie and kawan azmi(forgot his name la)

Thursday, October 30, 2008

congkak harituu

lama tak main congkak....haritu kat rumah alynn ada congkak.....mula2 saye compete dengan shafie...pastu saye kalah...hmm biaselaa...heroin kena kalah dulu....hahaha tapi lepas tuu terus tak main..sebb orang lain dah hijack....

ada sorang budak kecik kat rumah alynn, tengok abang2 nih main congkak....then he asked the abang2..

adik kecik : kenapa letak tissue kat situ? tu rumah terbakar ker?

shafie and rifa'i : ha ah..nak bagi tanda rumah terbakar..

me: ooo panggil rumah terbakar ek?

adik kecik : ceh main macam pengecut..

rifa'i : errrrr

shafie : haa yelahh dah letak tepi tissue nih..

me : blurrrr (as usual)

adik kecik : gelak dengan sungguh berlagak..

Diorang pun sambung main congkak without the tissue...rifa'i dengan loser asik2 termasuk kat rumah terbakar and menyebabkan dia kalah bertanding..hahahaha.....the winner...of course laa encik shafie!!

rifa'i and shafie in action selepas kena sound dengan adik kecik...hahahaha

Friday, October 24, 2008

100 facts about me..tagged by fahimi dubaian

1. I'm a capricorn (born in december the 24)

2. born in the year of dog (tahun hanjing!)

3. first education was in the kindergarten somewhere in Newcastle upon tyne,England (mase tuu papa tengah buat his masters)

4. first big exam in formal education - UPSR in Sek.Ren.Jalan Bintang Miri, Sarawak (duk sarawak sebb papa keje ngan sarawak shell berhad)

5. at 10 years old, i found a new habit..mase tu kat sarawak and my mom's maid introduced me to, "what is rambut gatal"..lepas tuu dah jadi habit, cabut rambut gatal sampai i didn't realise my kepala dah botak sikit..hahahaha and that habit sampai laa skg especially biler duk tengok tv and kepala tengah gatal....

6. was a swimmer (bukan swimmer negeri..mahu pun negara..swimmer skolah jer) back in sarawak..heheh menang tuuuuuu compete kat kelab shell lutong, sarawak..

7. i'm expert in breaststroke swimming style when i was young..skg nih boleh laa swim lagi..tapi cepat penat and semput...hahaha

8. i always bergaduh with my big brother when i was young (in fact sampai skg asik bertekak jer kalau jumpa) and selalu tak puas hati coz, everytime gaduh, no matter who's fault...both of us will get the punishment...macam biase laa rotan!! huhhhhh..those were the days

9. believe it or not... saye penah masuk pertandingan menyanyi when i was in standard 4 kat sek ren jalan bintang, miri..tapi tak menang..(ouh yeah..nasib baik tak menang..kalau jadi penyanyi lagi teruk kan? hahaha)...i remembered my song was bahtera merdeka... and ola oli?hahahhaha...and i was one of the school choir members

10. i'm one of the school athletes...wakil skolah jer laa...4 x 100m when i was in standard 5... hehe (saye sangat active bersukan when i was in my primary years)

11. members of baseball team for the school (tengah panas kami practise..lebam2 tangan dan kaki...ouhhh sungguh the boyish)

12. members of gymrama sekolah!..perfom for hari sukan sekolah...dulu, i can do split!..sekarang tulang dah keras...cannot do anymore..

13. someone admires me when i was in standard dia abdul hafiz..he was one of the semenanjung boy yang same skolah dengan saye...tapi he only dares to tell me when i was queuing utk masuk dewan for hari penyampaian hadiah sekolah darjah 6..and there will be no chance for us to see each other sebb dah nk masuk different secondary school....hahahhahaa....i dont know where he is now.....dah kawen kot mamat tuu..hahaha

14. form 1, saye masuk boarding school kat miri, sekolah agama miri!!..hehee..but i stayed for 3 months only..then i gave up coz ramai sangat org nk jadikan adik angkat and it made me feels uncomfortable, saye cakap "sik apa..kamek sik mauk kakak angkat..kamek sik mauk abang angkat..kamek dah ada abang sendirik" hahah sounds berlagak..tapi...i dont like the word kakak angkat or abang angkat during those days...scary jer rase..hahahha

15. i went to daily secondary school at smk lutong..near papa's office...stayed for a year before the whole family move back to KL..

16. i admire one of the guys in smk dia syamsulbima dia duk kelas lain..but selalu nampak dia lalu depan my class hahaha childhood crush...(cehhs poyo) ...tapi i heard his friend...abdul rashid admires me? hahahaha but that abdul rashid was my classmates boyfren..mase tu laa..skg ni tak tau aper citer semua orang tu..totally lost contact..( i sound like budak2....kata nak fact..100 banyak laa nk kena pikir)

17. my last big exam in formal education - SPM in SMK Taman Melawati, KL (mase nih papa dah pindah KL semula)

18. been diagnosed for having back bone problem at 14 years old (skg dah get used to it..tapi kadang2 tuu tak tahan jugak..that is why i go YOGA!..yeahh go yoga!)

19. i've been one of the participants for the commenwealth games 1998 for the opening ceremony under my school..

20. during my secondary year..i'm not into sports anymore and my social life in melawati has been controled well because of the parents worried too much coz there's so many cases about bohsia and bohjan.

21. my parents hired a driver to drove dad to his office and drove me, my brother and my sisters to school...sungguh kawalan ketat okay!!..takde mase nk berfoya-foya..

22. my best frens in school is noor hidayah and moliza..and we always keep in touch and share our problems together since high school..sampai sekarang kami tetap macam dulu...hehe

23. i never had a boyfriend..i mean..special boyfriend when i was in high school..

24. I studied hard to get into the university coz papa said..."kalau dapat masuk university..papa belikan kereta.." hoahhh mase tuu memang belajar untuk dapatkan kereta laa..hahahahaha

25. first uni years - UTM Skudai, Dip in Architecture (full of dramas!! but good ending though...)

26. my first car from papa...satria merah and i'm still using it until now!!..8 tahun!!...thinking of buying new car soon...soon??? hahahah..insyaAllah

27. my first room mate - aniza and they both are married...

28. i have been away from malaysia since september 2003 until september off to glasgow to further my studies and cracking my head...

30. my flatmate, in glasgow, first-kak zaf (phD student), second-kak mitra (masters student, third-kak farid (pHd student) and finally mummy hanny (masters student)

31. i've been called a weirdo when i did my prayer in the train on my way to london..sembahyang duduk okay...and this english girls tengok..dengan selamba cakap "erghh such a weirdo" tak khusyuk sembahyang saye mase tuu..rase nak sepak jer minah tuu..hhuhuhu..

32. i can cook well when i was in glasgow...betul tak kak ahnis?? betul kan kak fathin?? hehehehe

33. last uni years - Glasgow School of Art, Scotland, Architectural studies (no dramas in class..everyone seems to be so serious? why so serious? bosan)

34. i'm the only malay in the class when i was in glasgow school of art...and the only muslim

35. kak ahnis and abg kush yang dekat cumbernauld tuu cakap saye nih minah blur..ermm i guess i am blur sometimes..hahaha...well hady used to say i'm blur, i am blur

36. kak fathin cakap saye masak nasi tomato sedap...yes!! saye setuju..memang saye masak sedap!! (okay this is fact..bukan berlagak)

37. saye penah sesat naik bas kat glasgow....mase tuu tertido dalam bas sebab penat sangat..

38. used to work as a cleaner for a while when i was studying in glasgow (haha such an experience..but the pay made me travel to london from glasgow anytime i like! haha)

39. during my student years..saye suka tengok muvi sebb ade discounts for students..!

40. mase keje..saye simpan duit nak pi jalan..kadang2 lepas keje saye balik umah kak ahnis and abg kush kat laa itu family!..itu lah second house saye semasa saye di glasgow..

41. i've been to amsterdam city and went inside the sex museum!!

42. been offered a job in campbell and morris associates as assistant architect in Glasgow, Scotland (selepas lebih kurang 3 bulan tanam anggur di glasgow....haha)

43. i've tried skiing twice at glencoe, scotland.

44. i joined fitness first free 1 week promotion when i was in glasgow.

45. i ate a lot of potatoes..especially baked potatoes and i feel so gemuk at that time!....ermm naahhhh saye memang gemuk mase tuu!

47. i taught kina (kak ahnis and abg kush's eldest daughter) how to drive....well i teman her to brush up her driving skills actually..

48. saye penah ade problem with my card to pay my flight ticket mase nak balik malaysia for good..and i asked help from abg.bujit..hehehe

49. i always have bad luck with bank in scotland...technical problems that sometimes made me sick!

50. 30th september 2006 - the day i safely arrived in malaysia after 3 years in Glasgow, Scotland

52. biler hanjing lalu sebelah saye... saye selalu berserah jer laa..kalau terkena, terpakse laa samak..sebb saye dah serik nak lari..takut hanjing tuu kejar..kadang2 hanjing nih macam kucing jugak..nak bermanja tak kena tempat and orang..

53. working as assistant architect in hijjas kasturi associates, KL for 1 years and 6 months

54. been involved in so many office dramas..but i'm not the main actress though

55. I cherish my friends in hijjas..

56. i miss my work station in hijjas..

57. i miss babbling to dzul every morning..

58. i miss uder, dalina, intan, tina, alynn, lindot, orked... they're just like my sisters...

59. i'm learning how to cook.

60. tiap-tiap hari rabu malam...saye mengaji dengan ustaz yang datang umah.

61. saye suka pavilion!..or pavvy!!..

62. i'm happy go lucky...ouh yeahhh...sometimes i'm not happy when i'm not lucky

63. i love listening to gossips.. hahaha

64. my dad said i'm the best daughter that he ever had..(ini fakta okay)

65. my mum said i dream a lot...

66. i love to hear all sorts of musics...

67. i'm yoga freak

68. i love making friends..but sometimes people doesnt like me...i guess la

69. saye suka bawak kereta laju-laju! kalau bawak sorang2 laa..kalau ade passenger...saye drive slow jer..hehee

70. saye cepat panic and been diagnosed with anxiety disorder mase kat utm dulu...

71. my pms sometimes made feel sad...sometimes made me hyper and sometimes made me wanna have fight with anyone that start something that hurt me..even though it was just a small thing..

72. i blog when i have time...and when i have something to tell..

73. i love being on my own when i'm upset...

74. mase kecik saye suka makan asam jeruk..tapi sekarang nih i dont care about asam jeruk anymore..i'm craving for all the sweets and i am so into choclates..

75. i dont like laksa johor eventhough my mum is johorian...i love laksa penang!!

76. dulu saye jaga arwah nenek saye...the best experience in my life as a cucu, i am so proud of it...

77. i'm not much a talker.....especially with someone that i am not comfortable..

78. i wanted to buy a new car..but i am also planning for my first asset...huhhhhh maner penting? kereta or asset?

79. been backstabbed for so many times...yet still be friend...

80. saye simpan and jaga semua hadiah from my family and friends dengan baik!

81. i am currently working in ranhill worleyparsons as an architectural designer, designing offshore living quaters and technical building on platforms...getting used to all the terms and conditions that i have to consider while designing based on oil and gas procedures.. uwaaahhhahaha

82. i dont like my head of department..he is such a cerewet and kelam kabut old man

83. i am getting used to my new office environment...

84. i dont like people asking me to do this and that when they cannot do it in time...biler last minute tak sempat nk buat..pass kat saye..hamboiiiiiiii...

85. i always try to stay calm and try to be cool eventhough the dateline is around the corner...

86. i admire how my previous boss(en.amir) handle his job and things to make it in order without any stress..

87. i always try to be better everyday..

88. my dad always said...take one step at a time

89. i sometimes amik 2 steps at a time...hahaha..

90. i am stubborn

91. saye senang menangis...

92. i'm complicated but once people know me...they will know how to handle me...kan?

93. i'm arwah tokbak's best cucu ever...

94. my uncle and my aunty always thought i'm younger than my sister..senang citer...saye nampak muda laa dari adik saye sendiri..hahahaha

95. i can be crazy when i am happy

96. i can be ignorance when i'm upset

97. i love reading cecilia ahern..

98. aritu saye tengok citer 'i'm not single' kat astro tetiba saye rase saye suka farid kamil..hahaha

99. tidur is a nikmat for me..i wish i can sleep easily..everyday

100. akhirnya!! 1 hundred!!....saye seorang yang garang!..betul! ini fakta.

*saye tag uder dearie to jot down 100 facts about her!..uder..kalau ade mase buat laa yeh..hehe

Thursday, October 23, 2008

things happened for a reason...

uder texted me last nite, her father is having a by-pass surgery today at 7am..
i texted uder this morning at 8.19am wishing the surgery will be in a good hands of Allah swt..later in the afternoon she texted me and her father is doing well and now he's in the icu at IJN.. alhamdulillah everythings went well and hope her father will recover soon...

at about 8.45am, rifa'i texted me, dia accident last nite while driving back from office, front and rear bumper dented..the car made a 360 spin on the road and hit the divider...shocking!!....i called him in the afternoon asking how is he doing...he said, dia tak nampak ade lopak air and he lost control..tapi luckily nothing serious..i asked him if he got any injuries...dia cakap...hati jer yang luka..alahaiii kesiann..kereta tak sampai setahun lagi....he said, maybe his car merajuk sebb semalam dia ade cakap berangan nak beli kereta baru....tulaa..kereta pun ade feelings okay!

then at 10.21am... i received text message from my best fren hidayah, kawan baik mase sekolah sampai sekarang....
hidayah had a miscarriage for the second time..she's 5 months and 1 week pregnant and suddenly this morning she texted me and she said...."we just lost another baby...its a raja noor qamelia bt raja amirul.... alfatihah to the baby"
Innalillahiwainnalillahirojiuun......i was really shock!!! baru jer 2 weeks before, i asked's the baby...and she said the baby is okay and active...her first baby boy pun miscarriage at 4months of pregnancy and the doctor tak tau why...but the second baby ni doctor kata..pintu rahim tak kuat nk support the baby... ya Allah, besar betul dugaan my bestfren tu..i'm planning to visit her tonite..ade kenduri tahlil at her house.. i cried when i read the message and wish i could just leave the office and go to her house..tapi dia kat hospital lagi..she'll be at home petang ni..

things happened...and only Allah swt knows why... alfatihah to baby raja noor qamelia...selamat dikebumikan selepas zuhur tadi..

Sunday, October 19, 2008

i hate football

Mum, dad, sarah, maktok and tok ton is away for holiday in langkawi they will be back on Monday nite.

As usual, being a big sister, I have to look after azah, my youngest sister. She cannot follow because she is having final semester exam at school on Monday onwards.

On Saturday, I got a call from rifa’I telling alynn invites me to her open house in seri kembangan, on the same day, shima, my utm mates invites me for her friends open house at nite.

Almost the whole day I wasn’t in the house and my sister were enjoying herself....i guess..
coz no one membebel at her to study or what..she only rely on her tutor..

I know I’m a bad sister leaving her behind…tapi dia taknak ikot…she wants to stay at home…nak buat camner kan?

Later at nite,i online with my dad….hehe…aper lagiii..he knows saye tinggalkan my sister kat umah sorang2..kena bebel jarak jauh la!!... tapi I told my dad….’dikla dah sediakan makan for her..and she said she’s okay…and dikla dah make sure dia tak kelaparan kat umah..’ but as dad memang tak bleh nak terima what ever reasons yang saye bagi….he keeps on membebel…hahahah…sounds funny sometimes…kehkehkeh..hopefully dia tak bace my blog…jangan kantoi sudahhhh…

After a few hours…my dad replied on yahoo messenger.. he said…

daddy: Sorry about that..coz Arsenal were losing 0-1 at half time-..but finally won the game..3-1..hehehe...but thats me..

~dalila~ ridzwan: okayy...

daddy: Anyway, thanks..and have a nice day... salam from me..

~dalila~ ridzwan: salam from me

daddy: ni nak buat teh tarik jap..see u soon..

~dalila~ ridzwan: okay....dikla dah nak tido..

daddy: take care of urself and ur little sis as well..

~dalila~ ridzwan: sure

daddy: gdnite.sweet dreams.

~dalila~ ridzwan: goodnite

See…it was not because what I did…it was all about arsenal...i really hate footballs…..can we just ban football match dalam TV?

i was thinking of merajuk with my dad..tapi i wont work...

Saturday, October 18, 2008

about weight

i thought i can get over the mathematics or add math......lagi tak suka...lagi kena buat!!..hadoii tension gue..

i'm used and always having problem with my area calculation for any design layout when i was with my previous company.....duk mengira sampai rase nak termuntah...and kadang2 tak cukup area...or terlebih area..and terpakse tipu sana..tipu sini nak get into the requirement by the authority.....

in my current office...i haven't been assigned to do any area calculation yet...but based on the previous projects and drawings that i've reviewed, bukan saje floor area kena calculate!!..tapi berat for all the nominated furniture dalam floor tu!!...whooahh.... bertambah lagi keje ku....

mr.stewart : aishah, have a guess, quick one...what is the weight of this vinyl skirting...this is 300mmx100mm....what is the weight for 1 sq.m?

me: errrrrrrrr..... hmmmmmmmm..(sambil pegang the sample and try to give my best....mase tuu memang blur gilerr coz i dont even care about weight of anything except my body weight) 300g?

mr.stewart : nearly there...its 350g..

me: hoyeh!!

mr.stewart : u're getting there...we have to know the weight of all the furnitures we're using in the living quaters...

me: ouhhh (muka memang blur nak mampusss)

mr.stewart : dont worry, one step at a time...u have to learn more..oil and gas is a special line and and its very exciting!

me: ouhhhh..(smile and grinnnn) i can feel that excitement (dalam hati...oh me god!...why do u have to know the weight jugak?)

then i asked areef, drafter in my office.. he said "they have weight requirement for certain living quaters and u cannot exceed the limit first...." he said..."nak angkat the living quaters tuu naik atas platform from kapal pakai kena pakai crane...very risky..silap2 jatuh dalam laut..." me said 'oo ye?' memang blurrrr laa saye!..hadoiih

my dad has been monitoring the offshore training for quite some time... i never been to the training centre but penah tengok dalam lah!!..naik helikopter dummy tapi macam real...and they jatuhkan dalam big pool..and ade wave lagi!! ombak besar!..ombak besar!!..and tengok the trainee struggling nak keluar dari heli tuu and swim naik the fear factor type..but ade life guard laa every training..of course!..duhhh

today..again...half day..friday..hehe best!..
uder called...she's coming to spend her little precious time with parents and sisters are away to langkawi for usual..i have to take care of my youngest sister..ade final sem tak dapat laa nak join pi langkawi....lagipun they will be back on monday...tak boleh plak nak amik coti...probation lagi!!. 2 more months to go!...takuttt nyerrr..

ouh do u know..a healthy man can only angkat barang berat up to 28 kg only? assistant is needed if more than that...saye baru tau..hehe...tapi lupa nak tanye boss..perempuan boleh angkat berapa berat? i wish maximum weight for girls will be only 1kg.. more than that, kena cari assistant...a tough cute guy maybe? bersemangat skit nak buat dok?angkat sample, bawak drawing yang bertimbun2..

my workstation..dah get ready nk balik, sempat snap satu gambor.. :)

Friday, October 10, 2008

half day friday

my first week in ranhill worleyparsons was great!!....and today is my first time working half day on friday...hoyeh!!..rase best plakk..kul 12 noon dah siap2 nak balik....boleh laa online selalu ngan hady..hehe..tapi hady for sure baru bangun tido...yela...12 noon my local time...8 pagi his local time...huhhh...

i texted my friends in hijjas, telling i'm working half day every friday and this is my first day..heheh

uder replied "siot jer ;P"

dzul replied " ces!!poyo..."

rifa'i replied "huh takde life langsung.kitorg lepas nih nak tengok muvi kat pavilion.macam dekat jer dengan office nih"

dalina replied " siut ahh.."

tina replied " dah boleh pi pavi!! hahaha"

hahahahaha...i know uder tak jeles sangat, and dzul too, same with dalina...tina plakk siap bagi ideas pi pavi.......tapi rifa'i sangat jealous!!.sebb tuu dia cakap i dont have a life!...hahahaha..

what ever it is..everything in this life has its own reasons...keje setengah hari..keje 6 hari seminggu.....dan keje macam2 lagi...hehehe...

all in all...bersyukurlah dengan aper yang ada...

Thursday, October 9, 2008


Dearest uder and dalina.....i bought my own water bottle..
my birthday present nanti, tak payah laa belikan water bottle ek....haha
lepas nih saye tak bleh nk malas2 pi pantry amik air...
I have been diagnosed with low blood pressure for the past few days but I'm getting better now...luckily tak kena tahan kat wad..
Skg nih i have to eat and drink more often to avoid pengsan di tengah jalan....
I've decided to join yoga class at yogshakti, off jalan ampang starting tomorrow will help to reduce my back pain that i always had and to get a better healthy living..rather than, balik office, makan, tido tengok tv...kemas baju..kemas bilik...

sympathy and condolence

this entry specially dedicated for fahimi (hady's colleague in dubai)...

even though we never met, my sympathy and warmest thoughts are with you...
be strong and may the comfort of friends and family be your strength now and in the days ahead..

al fatihah to fahimi's beloved mother...semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

courses to attend?

mr.stewart, my head department came to my place....he said..

"just to inform you, if you want to attend any courses that may be beneficial for your personal work perfomance or anything for your own good.. let me know, i can give the approval for you.. since the st joseph redevelopment is finishing soon, u may have the time to go for the courses..the company will pay for all the courses fees..."

woahhhh great!!..fantastic!!..brilliant!!...hehehe...nak pi course aper ek? kursus kawen company cover jugak ker? kursus belajar masak ade tak??....kehkehkeh..well i didnt say that to mr.stewart thoughh..giler aper...

i'm still thinking of what course should i go for...huhuhu...course yang kena belajar setahun kat glasgow ade tak?? hahaha

i've nothing much to do in the office today....i've gone through the offshore living quaters design from the previous projects...hmm basically...its a straight forward design...they actually more concern on the safety of the people who will stay in that living quaters...diorg tak herann punn kalau design hebat camner punn..

Monday, October 6, 2008

induction day

my first day in ranhill worleyparsons...

it was not that bad....been attending the company inductions in the morning, IT inductions and HSE inductions in the afternoon...

basically architectural department is a very small department in ranhill worleyparsons, level 16th empire tower......there's only 4 of us....1 head department, 2 architect designers and 1 draughtman... i've been assigned to be in the st.joseph redevelopment projects... the living quaters in sarawak.....

after all the inductions and the and all the new staff...(ade 6 of us today.. 2 for architectural department..2 for civil and structure, 1 for instrumentation and 1 for mechanical...) went to level 25th... collect our stationery...kehkehkeh..semua dapat baruuuu....heheh aper lagiiii....i asked for everything laaa...hoyehhhh

after 4pm...i dont have anything to do....been browsing thru the internet....bukak employee handbook...and key in my details dalam intranet...then bukak email....pastu go thru projects done by the 5pm sharp....kemas2 and shutdown pc...terus balik!!.heheheh..

a welcome souvenir from the company

Sunday, October 5, 2008

birthday dia

in order for me to remember his birthday....i have to set a reminder in my phone on the 3rd of october at 11.55 at night..hehehehe...i remembered his birthday on the 4th october..tapi letak jer reminder.....i was thinking of calling him at 12 midnight to wish him...tapi can't get through...i texted him and wish him...i didn't get any reply from him...tried to call him again..this time, the phone rang....but he didn't answer my call..
the next morning...i called him again...he didn't answer...i was a bit worried...later in the evening..i texted him and he replied..... i was a bit mad at that time...rase macam nk baling jer phone...hehe

he said, he just got back from his trip from oman..and he was tired and slept early tak sedarkan diri until the next morning....huhhhhh

called him later at night and sempat laa membebel....just to tell him that i am worried and i dont want him to ungkit macam last year...he said to me "semua orang wish saye birthday..tapi awak not even text me birthday wish" this time...u cannot say anything!!hehe..ur birthday present...tunggu laa balik cuti..will give it to u... (tak beli pun lagik!..hahahah) my dearest hady rashid...

happy 28th birthday.... and hope u had a great one!!!
miss u!!

Friday, October 3, 2008

salam aidilfitri lagi

third day raya

JB... going back to KL

-morning..mum is not well...i have to company my dad to the pharmacy..beli ubat for my mum
then later in the afternoon...all of us went to paklong's (kak long's family) house..

we had our high tea at pak long's house....then,drove back to KL...
i have to drive back to KL since my dad was tired at that time....

while driving ....i didn't realise about my speed limit...hahahah...bawak kereta my dad..bimmers...tak tau punn dah sampai 160km/h...sebab rase macam tak de laa laju maner punnn...
i only realised when there's a police car beside me and gave me eye signal...i was shock and suddenly teringat pasal speed limit...hahaha...apa lagiii..terus slow down...whoooaaahhhh nasib baik pak polisi tuu tak suruh pull dad and mum tido kat sis pun tak sedar i was over the speed limit...huhuhu..i manage to drive sampai melaka....lepas tuu tak sis take over..dia drive sampai rumah...heheh it took us about 3 hours from jb to KL....i'm dead meat laa kalau tetiba sampai surat saman kat umah...huhuhu

salam aidilfitri 3

second day raya

JB...maktok's house lagi..

-morning...nothing much happened but after zuhur..all of us went to tok uda's house, then tok ngah's house and finally umah tok su...

as usual bila pi visit rumah tok sedara...soalan2 yang selalu diorang tanye..

tok uda : ehh ni anak sape ye?
me : anak mariam...number 2...
tok uda : ouhhh laaa dah yang dulu mulut bising tu kan?
me : ehh salah orang tuu.. mulut bising adik saye yang bongsu....saye nih yang paling baik ...hehehe
tok uda : ouhhh ni yang dulu hilanggg mase tok bak nak pi masjid tu yeh? yang kuat menangis mase kecik?
me : ermmm saye tak ingat laa
my mum : haaa nih laa yang kuat menangis mase kecik..nasib baik dah besar tak kuat menangis..
tok uda : yelaa dah besar nak menangis kenapa pulak kannn..
me : hehehe. (senyum dengan penuh sopan..)

kat umah tok ngah pulak..

tok ngah : haa ni anak yam kan?
me : ha ah...
tok ngah : skolah lagi ke?
me : keje dah...
tok ngah : laaa nampak muda..ingatkan skolah lagi..

rumah tok su lain skit soalan2....sebb dia tok su..muda lagi dari tok uda and tok ngah...dia ingat lagi..takde laa nak tanye anak sape or nak confirmkan anak sape..kehkehkehkeh

tok su : dikla dah makan?
me : makan kat umah mak tok tadi jer laa..
tok su : haa nih tok su goreng otak-otak kempas...dikla camner? sihat...
me : hehe..sihat..alhamdulillah
tok su : biler nak kenalkan orang tu kat tok su?
me : hahaha...orang tu? (wahhh dah tahu pasal orang tu?) ermm nanti laa insyaAllah ada mase nanti dikla kenalkan
tok su : dia kat mana sekarang?
me : dia kat dia nak balik cuti kejap november nih
tok su : haaa..boleh laa tok su jumpa dia...
me : hehehe..tak tau lagi la tok su...kalau ada mase..insyaAllah

after all the visits...we went back to mak tok's house...hehehe...tak sabar nak tengok citer nana tanjung kat TV3...hahahhaha

salam aidilfitri 2

first day raya....part 2

- at 9.30am the guys and the uncles came back from solat raya and they hi jack the dining table....ade ketupat, rendang, kuah lodeh, kuah kacang.. the girls and the aunty's pulak dah get ready with baju raya...duk depan tv ...hehe

aunty puyah : harini kiter tak payah pi mane2 laa...duk umah tunggu orang datang jer....tapi lepas asar kiter pi umah tok long....okay?
me : yeay!!!!...i can have my own sweet time sleeping!! hoyehhh!
my mum : haaa bagus laa tuuu..tidoo jer tauu..
aunty chah : hisshhhh anak dara nihh...
maktok : takpela....harini berehat laa....esok kite jalan..
me : maktok..i lap u lahh...rehat means tido for me...

me and my cousins enjoying ourself watching tv but after a while i went upstairs to sleep...hehehe..there's few of maktok's nieces and nephews came for visit on the first day raya...

after asar, all of us went to tok long's house for a visit...usually during hari raya..there will be air hijau in toklong's house..tapi this time..air orange saje...hehehe...sempat laa berbisik with my cousin...'ehh tahun nih takde air ijau laaaa'....hehehe

kat umah toklong...ade lagi cerita...but this time,among the cousins jer laa..auntys tak get involve..huhu

kak long : kak long ingat nak beli keta..tapi tak tau laa nk beli keta aper...
mira : beli keta besar terus...nanti kawen ade anak ramai...senang dahhh..kak long nak anak berapa?
kak long : hehhe...12 orang!!
mira : haaaaaaaaaa?!!! gilerrr yeh? tuu dah tak bleh beli keta dahh tuu..kena beli bas transnasional...hahahhahaha
me : hahahahhaa..wahh 12 tuuu!!! mau patah tulangg
mira : kak ngah nak anak berapa??..
me : kak ngah nak ermm...yang muat satu keta 7 seater laa..sebb nk beli keta punn 7 seater jer yg mampu..tak mampu plakk nak beli bas
mira : hahahhahahahahha...

tetiba my aunty menyampuk..

aunty chah : korang ni borak pasal aper?
mira : borak pasal nk beli keta aperr...

hehehe....lepas abis borak2 tuuu....dapat signal from the guys kat depan...signal nak balikkkk..
kitorg pun salam-salam semua org.....then biler dah sampai umah maktok..masing2 penat...and macam biase...lepak depan tv....hehee...pastu tertido lagi!...aduhh terasa loserrr jer asik tertido jer..huahaha

salam aidilfitri

first day raya..

JB..maktok's house..
- arrived at 3.30 in the morning from KL...prepared my tempat tido and unpack everything...then had supper with maktok, my mum, my dad and my sis...makan mee hoon goreng cook by myself...hehehe...bawak from KL sebb tak abes mase buka....pastu kejutkan my cousin (mira yang setia menunggu kepulangan ku kat sofa umah maktok)..heheheh ajak dia tido was more to a short nap i guess..

-at 7 in the morning...i woke up from my nap coz my cousins yang kecik2 semua dah bangun and my aunty's pun bising2 calling their children to get ready mandi and siap2 for breakfast then pi solat raya...i have to take turn nak masuk bilik air...while waiting for my turn.. i get ready my baju2 and my dad's yang nak kena iron and all..sambil2 tuu turun kat dapur...niat di hati nak tolong..tapi everythings ready dahh...hehehe...

-around 8am..the guys and the uncles dah pegi masjid for solat raya....the girls and the auntys punyer turn to get ready pulakk....mandi..makan...heheh as usual..gossiping around..hahahha...antara perbualan yang my aunty duk tanye..

aunty puyah: dikla...awak tau tak..kak long(my cousin) cakap...dia tahun 2009...dikla 2010 kan?
me: ouhhh kak long 2009 ker?? bagus laaaa..lagi cepat lagi bagusss..takde laa soalan2 cepu emas utk dia lagi nanti...hahha
aunty chah: dikla, 2010 tak lama sangat ker? kak long tuu lagi muda dari awak....
me: eh tak pela....kak long lagi muda...tapi dia kan kak long..hehhehe...biar laa dia dulu...
maktok: ntah sempat ke tidak laa maktok nak tengok awak naik pelamin nih diklaa...
me: insyaAllah...jangan risau...nak suruh dikla naik pelamin skg pun boleh..maner pelamin nyer? ade tak? hehehhehehe
maktok: ehh budak nih..orang cakap betul2..
me: alaaa..2010 tak lama...
maktok: kenape 2010? kenapa tak tahun depan jer? nak tunggu ape lagi? nanti kalau tiba2 dah sampai 2010 berkenan kat org lain macam maner? kalau budak laki tuu ade org lain macam mana?
me: jangan laa doa macam tuu...doa laa yang terbaik...insyaAllah semua jadi baik
aunty puyah: takpelaa dikla, 2010 tak lama tuu..tapi jangan tiba2 cancel plak nanti.....aunty puyah,aunty chah semua kena siap sedia....
aunty chah: orang maner dikla?
me: orang melayu jugak...hahahhahaha...alaa nanti sampai mase kenal laa..
aunty chah: maner gambar...aper name dia?nak tengok gambar...hensem ker tak...
me: hensemmmm!..of course!..takkan laa dikla nk yang tak hensem kan? dikla dah cantik ayu macam nih....pasangan pun kena laa hensem bergaya...nanti dapat anak,comel2 semua...
aunty chah: ya ALLAH!!! perasannnn nyer laaaaa minah nih..
me and the rest: hahahahhaha

end of the story.

moral of the story...kalau nak soalan2 and cerita2 berkaitan macam tu abis cepat2.....jadilah seorang yang self centered and suka memuji diri sendiri....nanti orang punn malas nak takde laa soalan2 lagi...hahhaha

salam aidilfitri to all my family and friends!!
maaf zahir batin.. :)