.the most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you; it is when you do not understand your ownself.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
27th birthday surprises
Friday, December 4, 2009
marble cake dan kebaya
Monday, November 23, 2009
still there
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
the last sticker note...
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
and so the long silence...
Occasions by occasions have been through very well, from celebrating raya in johor bharu, meeting up with my other half in KL and sending
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
psychotic...
(note:lokasi perbualan nih kat dapur, pintu dapur terbukak angin luar bertiup sepoi2 bahasa...bunyi2 cengkerik jadi background dan situation sangat lah drama TV1)
papa : dikla, I've paid your zakat fitrah.. (sambil mengeluarkan resit zakat fitrah 5 keping..)
me : ohhh thank you pa..love you pa... i thought i have to pay by myself...
papa : it's okay...you're my daughter,and you're not married...you are still my responsibility...
me : thanks pa...sorry for all the burden that i have made... doakan laa dikla cepat kawin, you'll no longer have to look after me lepas tu kann.. hhehe
papa : papa selalu doa the best for all my children...and i wish you girls will get through all the obstacles that you girls facing everyday...
me : insyaAllah pa....thanks for the doa...
papa : papa dah tua, umur tiap2 tahun bertambah, sakit situ..sakit sini... looking at you and your sisters jer yg boleh buat papa stay strong to support you girls..
me : dont worry pa...dikla kan dah keje, dont worry too much about me..my sisters pun boleh look after themself, the youngest jer laa kena extra attention.. but insyaAllah we'll get through..
papa : you are turning 27 dikla...how can i not worried? kalau umur papa tak panjang macam mana?
me : tapi macam mana pulak kalau umur dikla yang tak panjang...tetiba dikla yg pergi dulu?
papa : hoiii... orang nak psycho dia....dia pulakk nak psycho kita balik...dahhhhh... its almost 12, esok tak keje ke?
me : hahahahahahahha...tulaa..sape suruh psycho2... hahahhaha
moral of the story...jangan main psycho2..tak baik...hehehe
Sunday, September 6, 2009
to you...
I may not get to see you as often as I like,
I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night,
But deep in my heart I truly know,
you're the one that I love,
and I can't let you go...
It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone,
but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives...
I wish that you were here or that I were there,
or that we were together anywhere...
I wish that we will never be apart...
My dear,
There is no feeling more comforting and consoling than knowing i am right next to you...
A million words wouldn't bring you back,
I know because I've tried,
Neither would a million tears,
I know because I've cried...
but...
No matter how many times I try and move on,
my heart always takes me back here to you...
my dear hady...
i wish you know that i love you still until the end of time...
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
bila dia jealous...
harini, lepas balik dari terawih, i had a small chat with my mum in my room...
mom: ape citer dikla arini?
me : ermm nothing interesting...duk dalam meeting sampai ngantok2... dengar mechanical,electrical and instrumentation engineer duk fight nak bigger space for equipment diorg...
mom : selain citer office?
me : takdok citer menarik pun...
mom : hmmm
then, my mum starts her stories plak..pasal reunion family...pasal my aunty and so on...
best tuuu sambil baring2 kat katil..sambil borak2...
after a while, my sis panggil...its my dad's 54th birthday celebration! what comes after birthday? CAKE!!! and this time..secret recipe tiramisu cake!.. hehehehe....
kat dapur, jumpa papa...
papa : apa awak borak ngan ibu kat bilik?
me : oh takde ape2...cakap pasal office...
papa : lama nyer...
me : hahah..papa jealous ker?
papa : ehh takde laa..mana ade jealous..
me : hahahaha...paa, its your birthday..chill okay! tak payah nk jealous... huhu
papa : ape2 laa..
me : hahaha...
oh yes..its my dad's birthday...awal2 pagi subuh saya dah wish him..before pi keje, wish him lagi...sampai office, saya sms him pulak...hahaha...rasanye dia fed up kot...sebb everytime org wish dia...dia teringat that FIVE FOUR number of years... haihh its only a number pa...dont worry lahhh..
anyway...happy birthday papa...luv you!
Sunday, August 23, 2009
ramadhan kareem
Saturday, August 15, 2009
700days!
Monday, August 3, 2009
dia yang istimewa
Monday, July 27, 2009
updates
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
hectic weekend that made me blur?..till today?
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
she's getting engaged next month!
the long distance,
the misunderstanding,
the crying out loud.....
she and her other half made it thru one by one..alhamdulillah!
she finally getting her self hooked this coming july!
to my dearest lovely best fren since high school,
you go girl!!!
to encik faizal bakal tunang and husband moliza...
take good care of her!!
hehehee..yeahh you will aren't you? hehehehe
and here goes the chat with my family when they heard the news from me...
me : ibu, moliza is getting engaged this july!
ibu : (with a big smile) wahhhh alhamdulillah...finally..
me : yup..finally...happy jer dengar dia cakap..and she's getting married end of this year pulak tuu!
ibu : wahhhhhhh cepat tuu! couple of months jer lagii..
me : ha ah...
ibu : abis la diklaa... idah dah kawen, tunggu nk dapat baby...moliza pulak getting married end of this year....awak kawen nanti diorg tuu dah bawak anak masing2..
me : oh well...save the best for the last..
ibu : yelahh tuuu...memilihhh sangatt...best fren awak kat utm pun semua dah ada anak...kat glasgow pun semua dah kawen..ada anak...
me : hmmmmm...okay laa dikla rase ngantok pulakk..
ibu : suka hati awak laaa diklaaaa...
me : hahahaha..nitee
then, masuk dapur kejap..met my dad...
me : pa, moliza nak bertunang dah july ni..
papa : alhamdulillah...so, awak laa last?
me : ermmm last is the best kan?
papa : kalau zaman papa dulu..girls yg dah more than 25 tuu dah dikira anak dara tua...
me : ohhh tu zaman papa...sekarang nih zaman transformasi..
papa : what ever you say lah diklaaaa
me : okayy..nak tido...niteee
then, on the way to my room..terserempak dengan my sis...
me : ohh moliza nk bertunang dah!
sarah : hahahahhaha (laughing out very loud and said) kak ngah sorang jer laa lepas nih...hahah apsalll laaaa lembap sangat kak ngah nih kan? tak malu ker?
me : wait till your time comes...then u'll laugh for your self...
sarah : oh, sarah ikut jer pilihan papa..
me : really? hahahhah..okay....my bedtime dahh..nite..
sarah : cepat2 laa kawen kak ngah oiiii awak tu bukan makin muda...makin tuaaa!
me : ohhh shaaaaaadapp
moral of the story...
if you're too excited on your best friends engagement and wedding and you're not married yet...
just keep it to yourself...
only share them with your best friends,coz you'll get those words if you tell your family...
hahahahha...
Friday, June 12, 2009
OGA Exhibition and Hush Puppies dayyyyy!
it was supposed to be a half day working for me and colleague...
BUT, my boss said, "go and have a peek on the oil,gas and petrochemical engineering exhibition at Kl convention centre...it'll help u to get the ideas of the offshore platforms and the engineering world..."
i was like.."errrrmmmmm...okay.." at 10 am, me and my colleague went off to kl convention centre...heheh..oh yes..we end up working for only 2 hours in the office..and another 2 hours mingle around the exhibition looking and amazed with what they offered...
i enjoyed the sweets hahahaha... they dont have much infos on offshore living quarters but there's a physical model of platforms design... oh yeahhh very typical engineering world.....no fancy colours...the colours are all based on the safety requirement...yellow pipes for gas kot...ntah laa can't remember..huahaha..
then, since kl convention is near to suria klcc shopping center...
me and my colleague took the opportunity to.....ermmm sort of have a peek on whats in store to grab?....
oh we had sizzling mee for our early lunch though...
i cannot resist to buy new shoes..
oh yes..new shoes for month of june...
i saw camper shoes which issss soooo adorable and i fell in love with the design...
BUT unfortunately, they use pig skin for the shoes lining...
arghhhhh i wonder when will camper use typical normal leather for the lining...
so yeah,
mingle around klcc..
and almost give up with the shoes hunting....
on the way to the lrt station, i saw hush puppies store...
and its a school holiday sales!! oh great...hehe...
i asked my colleague if its possible to walk in the store...
she said.. "ohh tak kisah..jom la tengok" heheheh..
oh yes..my mind memang mahu tengok saja....tapiiiiiiii
i bought 1 pair of shoes...and its a good bargain!! hehehe...
i'm gonna buy or sort of adding new shoe rack at my mum's house...
aduhh sure laaa my mum will bising...huahaha
shoppaholic ker? takkkk takkk tak mauuuuu
twin apple
ohh kain jemuraaannnn
so..... when can i have camper? as usual..still in my dreamss..uhhhhhhhhh
Saturday, May 23, 2009
happy + loser = saturday fever
abg.cepoi and his business partner drove all the way from seremban to deliver the cupcakes and its free of charge on delivery!!!! hoyeh!!thank u! hahaa..they arrived around 10.15am...the makan-makan time starts at 11.00am...i have 45minutes to arrive shah alam...so, i decided to use the duta ulu kelang elevated highway (DUKE) to make sure i arrived in time... alhamdulillah....at 11am..sampai shah alam and terus letak the cupcakes atas meja....and suddenly all the pakcik datang and grab 1 each...
they said "wahhh cantik nyaa sape buat? dikla buat ker? wahhhhhhh..ada botol susu...wahhh ade bear...wahh ada stroller...wahhh ada pin lampin!!" hahaha and all the "wahhhh" laa..
i said... "ohh yeahh dikla buat dari internet..dapat tau dari kawan...click2 and browse2...nampak phone number, sms2 and tadaaaaaa..siap.."
and then, suddenly the kidsss pulak datang serbu!!! wahhh laku okay!! and i am so proud of it.. my name sangat popular..hahahaa...dengar orang cakap "ohh tu dikla yg bawak, dia order dari kawan dia punyer kawan"...heheheee....ada pulak tanya.."kawan mane nih? laki ke perempuan? kawan sape punyer kawan?" aduhh banyak pulak soalan...
Saturday, May 16, 2009
sisterhood traveling journal day 2
6.45am - woke up, dressed up and had a romantic walk by the beach...
7.53am - back to our room, and ready for a half an hour swim!!...
8.45am - had our breakfast and we filled up as much as we could, sebab lepas tu, we can only makan bila dah sampai kuching town...how's that? jimat okay! haha
10.45am - went down to the village house cafe and we settled the bills and waited for shuttle bus to sarawak cultural village santubong..
11.30am - arrived sarawak cultural village and we ran as fast as we could to catch the cultural show!! hahaha....as soon as we arrived, they've started but we managed to get the front row! haha iyer..main tipu skittt
antara yg menarik uder...abg yg kat atas bamboo stick tuu..wahhh kagum..kagum..
after the show...with orang penan costume
orang penan hut...
its new orang ulu longhouse! do u know how to get there?
naik laa this staircase...we call it "tangga sopan"..because, we have to be very very slow to climb up...salah step jatuh gedebukk...
stamp..stamp...to prove that we went there..
me and my lovely... in front of Melanau Tall House...
jemput masuk...hehehe
jambatan tamparuli...eh silap..this is jambatan buluh...jalan atas ni kena 'catwalk' kalau terselit kaki susahhhhh...
bidayuh longhouse
this is alat traditional orang bidayuh to grind the rice, nak remove the kulit beras tu la..
ini pula, alat untuk menumbuk beras..
ini, rokok buluh...the tembakau smells horrible! senyum terpakse tuu..
chinese farm house....this is how the chinese grind the pepper...(tapi takde laa tersengih) ni lakonan semula yang tak jadi
iban longhouse, yup!! the puteri...in iban traditional costume which costs us rm10 for 1 time rent...hehehe
the verandah...uder tengah menari tarian orang iban...hehehe
while having our own good time snapping photos around the iban longhouse with the iban costume (there was only the two of us) then, suddenly i saw 4 guys and 1 girl coming...me and uder tried to run and take off our costume sebab malu and tak mau orang lain nampak, but we were too late, all of sudden, the iban longhouse was full with visitors...haihh kami berdua pun jadi orang iban sekejap, there's people asking us to be in their photos too!! as usual, i'm quite shy, after a few snap from strangers, i tried to stayed back and let uder layan the visitors...then, the guys came, one of them dah ready with the costume too! so both of us pun bergambar laa bersama mereka...and we became friends...the 4 guys are, ejart, zul, aleem and faiz..they came with their unofficial tourist guide, khai....see, the guys pun need tourist guide..kami berdua gamble guide saja..hahaha...ohh lepas borak2 dengan faiz, rupanya, dia tinggal dekat saja dengan my house.. anyway,will tell more in day 3 entry yer!
ejart with the costume and zul terbaring sebb kena belasah...hahahala
2.33pm - zul invited both of us to join them on the stage at the perfomance area for the unofficial traditional guitar learning session by one of the musician...yela sangatt
3.10pm - me and uder ran as fast as we could to the entrance of cultural village to get our shuttle bus which was scheduled to take off at around 3.15pm...hahaha penat lari!!
3.30pm - arrived village house, pick up our luggage..(abang shuttle bus tu yang tolong angkat..best laa, we felt like a princess....we dont have to do heavy things...hehehe)we met laurance and team, said thank you and we shoot off to kuching town.....good bye puteri santubong and puteri sejinjang, we'll come again!!
4.15pm - arrived riverside majestic hotel (thanks a lot to uncle khairuddin for booking and checked in the hotel for us and million thanks to my beloved daddy for sponsoring the 2 nite stay in the hotel for me and uder) sampai hotel, we unpacked our things and tido!!!
6.45pm - woke up and get dressed, went to giant in parkson to grab some food...beli maggi in my mug, juices, pudding..
7.30pm - zul called uder and invited us for dinner at barok cafe across the sarawak river...actually, it was ejart's idea..he told me and uder before we left them at the cultural village, he asked if we would like to join them for dinner...oh well, me and uder said "why not' we don't mind."..uder exchange her number with zul...so yeahhh..we went for seafood dinner...thanks guys for the treat! hahaha..lain kali belanje lagi okayyy..kahkahkah
8.00pm - met the guys in front of our hotel, and went straight to the jetty. we crossed the river by sampan!! risau jugak malam2 naik sampan, dengan 4 lelaki, and pakcik bawak sampan tu relaks saja...takut laa kot diorang bawak pi tempat lain, pastu kena jual...whahahaha...ye negative thinking sajee..heheh but the guys are really nice guy....ejart paid for the sampan..alahaiii baik nyer laa si ejart nih...yang lain2 tuu baik jugak...tapi poyo lebih! hahaha
9.30pm - abis makan, the guys ajak pi tengok muvi pulak..tapi citer hantu...both of us straight cakap "NO" giler ape nk tengok citer hantu malam2? we decided to go to the cinema and check for other movies..tapi kul 9.15pm last show..hahah too late...bagus pun...then, the guys ajak pi main bowling pulak...since baru kul 9.30pm, me and uder pun okay saje lahh..
10.30pm - penat and back to our room...the guys jalan kaki balik hotel diorang..heheh luckily the bowling is just beside our hotel...takde la jauh nk berjalan balik..
end of day 2...
more photos on day 2 and day 3 coming soon...still waiting for faiz to pass me the cd..hehee